They're gone =(

So my cousins left this morning and man was I a wreck! I missed them so much...right when we were hitting it off, they had to get back. I wish I wasn't so shy at first but that's how I am. It seriously felt like I had my not-so-little sisters over for 5 days and had to leave. I love them. We had so much fun staying up all night talking about whatever came to mind. I found that the younger one and I are more alike. Dude I was crying when I came back from dropping them off at the airport. I usually hang out in their room and just lay on the bed while my younger cousin texted away on her SideKick. I didnt give them my contacts stuff beforehand so I let em know thru text, which I have to keep my eye on because I have limited texts on my iPhone. I've already used like 30 text msg. They have unlimited texting. Wish I had that. Atleast I got to know more about them before they left. Basically we were switching out who'd sleep with who that night. I talked about 45min with the older one before she fell deep asleep enjoying my bed and almost pushing me off; and almost 2 hours with the younger one, whom I found out was like me in a few ways: we like math, scare each other easily, and something else. But now its back to the boring life and I really do miss hanging out with them. I swear it felt like they were my sisters for like 5 days and then they had to leave. This was the first time I actually talked with them and understood what they said. The first time they were here they spoke only Tagalog and we just could not communicate. But I was a bad kid back then because I also took somthing from them without asking, a nintendo gameboy. lol idk what made me do that. Things were ok now. I said I was sorry by making them more than 2 dozen chocolate covered strawberries. I hope they forgave me.

Well, their back in Cali and I'm bored. Oh well, as long as they landed safely, I'm good. I got to talk to them and say that its good they got home safely. The thing I didn't do is tell them how bored I was and wished they'd come back. I didn't say that because I heard their dad saying they have to go get their luggage before they lose them. Seemed like they packed for 3 months with all that baggage. Well I let them go and now I'm wishing that I had said that. Just so they know. I can be emoitional sometimes. My mom and my grandma went to the Philippines last March and I cried even tho they'll be back in about 2 weeks.

Atleast, my cousins and I exchanged emails and numbers so we can keep in touch.