Thursday, April 10, 2008

1 week befoRe i Leave for stupid geRmany...

I reaLLy dont wanna go! I hate airpLanes. but my famiLy bought the stupid tickets so I hafta go. I wish that i didn't have to go. Or better yet, change the destination of the tickets to CaLifoRnia and i'Ll crash at my cousin's house. I'LL take that oveR geRmany any day!

so i had woRk today...and it was sLow as anything...what was cooL was that i was cRaving chocoLate so bad that one of the nuRses gave me a heRshey's chocoLate bar! I was Like how'd u know? LoL so i ate it but then my tummy staRted to huRt. then i ate moRe chocoLate becuz anotheR nuRse made Like this cake things...the chocoLate one was amazing! so deLiciousLy good! =D i aLso had to make copies of this test and stapLe the packets togetheR...i had to make a totaL of 40!! oh weLL it was fun. i kiLLed time so bad. aLL in aLL i had a good day.

it wouLd have been awesome-eR if i wasn't missing my cousins too damn much! idk what it is?! they've been gone foR a week now, i shouLd be Like, yeah i miss them, oh weLL moving with Life. but im not. i am seRiousLy not happy! what the heck is wRong with mee? idk if i'LL get oveR this. on top of that, i keep thinking that i'm botheRing them way too fRiggin much. i even put my aim into auto-sign in. but im weiRd tho...i see them on Righ, but i don't message them because i think they'Re busy. so in that waiting time...i have to Leave and we neveR taLk. this happened yesteRday...we haRdLy even taLked yesteRday...maybe its just mee....maybe im too fRiggin paRanoid that i'm botheRing them too much and pRobabLy im not...they'Re just busy...so idk wheRe i stand! it just ReaLLy sucks now...im not happy as i was befoRe them...i've neveR woRRied about anyone moRe than i do them...idk...i just need to get my haPPyness back because i sweaR, the sun was neveR as bRight as the days they weRe heRe...fa ReaL...

weLL i shouLd be studying...and they just got out of schooL...so yah. idek if we'Re gonna taLk today...i gotta do something to get my mind stRaight because i'm a fRickin wReck....ReaLLy dont wanna go to geRmany...heLP!!!

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