random thinking...

i ReaLLy don't know what to do...im caught in the middLe of missing my cousins and tRying to Live without them....i've done it foR about 7 yeaRs now...but something is standing in the way of me tRying to move on....i think its the fact that i actuaLLy got to know them and taLk to them and yes i beLieve i'm cLoseR to them now. I've said soRRy aLmost eveRytime about the gameboy i stoLe (( Laughing )) and they said they've "foRgotten" about it...idk i hope so...now im hoping they'Re not annoyed by me...the kind of peRson i am...and the kind i wiLL aLways bee is the one who Loves eveRyone i caRe deepLy about...famiLy and fRiends...some aRe one in the same...but this chick doesn't foRget easiLy so idk how i can go back to the way it was...