Saturday, October 4, 2008
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
things change...
::April::
I applied to another school's nursing program. I had to go thru an interview. I wish I was more prepared. I went in thinking, hey im just talking to another human being, I got this! Way different feeling when I walked it. I got the bad case of nerves and I had sucky answers. It was a group interview and the girl who was also being interviewed with me had kick ass answers. I was like ok, im done. I should just stop talking! I never got admitted. Oh well. My family and I went to Germany and stayed with my dad's friend. They're so nice. I met some ahhsome ppl in Germany! But I lost contact with them bc my ex thought I was flirting with them. We went to Paris and Amsterdam. Paris is amazing! We say the Eiffel Tower, Arc du Triomphe, Musee du Louvre, and the Palace of Versaille. I had creme brule!! IDC how much it costed XD When in Paris, eat as the French do hahaa. Amsterdam, if you don't know already, is the weed and porn capitol of the world! I didn't know that until I got there! oh em gee All in all the trip was fun but the plane ride was stressful. I'm deathly afraid of flying, mainly for the reason that the plane could crash. But I'm fine now. In reality, there's a way better chance of dying from a car accident than in a plane crash and the fact that I was flying over watter was like, ok if we should go down we'd hit the water and we would just like float LOL.
::May::
My birthmonth! oh yeah bring on the presents. Didn't really do much bc I started summer term and I had classes. At the time, I was volunteering at the hospital and talking with the nurses about my potential nursing career. I learned alot from them and made great friends. I quit right when the summer term started. My classes were college algebra (psssshh easy! lol) and humanities in the americas. Fortunately, I got A's in both my classes! I was top grade in my college algebra class. People were saying why don't you go thru with Trig and Calculus? I was like, I love math but not that much! XD
::June/July::
still in school. June 5th marks the 5yr mark of my relationship with my ex, then bf. Not much to talk about here. just boring school stuff. Movie wise, Iron Man and The Incredible Hulk were awesome movies!
::August::
School ended about the end of July and now it was time for my summer vacay! After summer term was over, I spent the whole time playing Halo!! I was bout ready to party!! hahaa Around this time was when I found out that my cousins from Cali were moving here with me in FL. I was happy yet questionable at the same time. Like, why would they give up awesome Cali for boring FL?? But still happy! =) On halo, I met more amazing people!!! Of course I kicked their asses! hahaa most of the time. I've gotten better with the lazer, kinda lost it a bit but I'm still good. I met my ahhhsome chika...I love her lots!! She's just so awesome. And I met GLH, DS50, and tmizfading....ahhhsome people! And I got three ALL GIRLS CLAN invits. One from XGG (Xiled Gamer Girls), LPH, and this other one I can't remember. I chose to be in the XGG. It was fun, I went post crazy in the forums and I met some ahhhsome ladies. You know who you are!! *mwah love ya...I ended up leaving XGG in a little over a week with my friend Cali to join vA (Vicious Army). vA is my family now. I'm staying here until they don't want me anymore or the day I die. Hopefully, none of those happen X] If I hadn't switched to vA, I would never have met my partna in boredom, SuNSeT!!! aka phiL...hahaa we're the DeViLLe twins from Rugrats. I love her and I will do anything for her. ::sigh:: I made Cali, my general, so happy when I made her this signature. (below) she was having a bad day and when I showed it to her, she told me she cried. I guess I made her that happy. Good. That means I'm doing my job right.

ain't it perrty?? hahaa As soon as the other ladies saw this I've been getting sig requests =) hahaa and I think im getting better at sig making, if i do say so myself. Around mid-August, my dad and I went to the community college to inquirea about their MLT program. MLT stands for Medical Lab Technician. Their estimated graduation date for me was December '09 and my dad was like, yes we'll apply! hahaa and soon enough I was already registered for my classes. Yay! I'm back in school! It's really interesting and fun. My classes run til night time but that's ok. My books were expensive tho, oh em gee.
::September::
School is great. My friends are great. My relationship wasn't. I was falling out of love with my bf. I tried to think, cmon you do love him don't think you don't. But the thought wasn't working. Everything he did, from road rage to small racist comments, bugged me! Everytime he called me when he got off work, I faked that I was tired so I wouldn't talk to him again. I ended up staying late til like 4am playing with my girl. Sept. 7th was the day I broke it off with him. Of course he was torn up about it. I never shed a tear. It took me an hour to leave. When I left, I was like finally. I called my phiL and told her, I did it! But please tell me I won't regret it. A week later, no regrets. I'm good. Just focusing on school and making new friends, basically getting my life back. Now it brings us to Sept. 16 and I should be studying XD so until then, oO BuBBLes out! OO
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
thoughts in a minute...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
heLpLess thinKing...
Friday, April 11, 2008
...can't sLeep...
taKe caRe yaLL.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
random thinking...
the soundtRack of my Life...
heRe's what u do --
1. open your library (iTunes, winamp, media player, iPod)
2. put it on shuffle & press play
3. for every question, type the song that's playing. new question-- press the next button
4. don't lie and try to pretend you're cool
this is mine
paRt whateva !! i feRget
Opening credits?: HaLLeLujah - paRamoRe
1 week befoRe i Leave for stupid geRmany...
so i had woRk today...and it was sLow as anything...what was cooL was that i was cRaving chocoLate so bad that one of the nuRses gave me a heRshey's chocoLate bar! I was Like how'd u know? LoL so i ate it but then my tummy staRted to huRt. then i ate moRe chocoLate becuz anotheR nuRse made Like this cake things...the chocoLate one was amazing! so deLiciousLy good! =D i aLso had to make copies of this test and stapLe the packets togetheR...i had to make a totaL of 40!! oh weLL it was fun. i kiLLed time so bad. aLL in aLL i had a good day.
it wouLd have been awesome-eR if i wasn't missing my cousins too damn much! idk what it is?! they've been gone foR a week now, i shouLd be Like, yeah i miss them, oh weLL moving with Life. but im not. i am seRiousLy not happy! what the heck is wRong with mee? idk if i'LL get oveR this. on top of that, i keep thinking that i'm botheRing them way too fRiggin much. i even put my aim into auto-sign in. but im weiRd tho...i see them on Righ, but i don't message them because i think they'Re busy. so in that waiting time...i have to Leave and we neveR taLk. this happened yesteRday...we haRdLy even taLked yesteRday...maybe its just mee....maybe im too fRiggin paRanoid that i'm botheRing them too much and pRobabLy im not...they'Re just busy...so idk wheRe i stand! it just ReaLLy sucks now...im not happy as i was befoRe them...i've neveR woRRied about anyone moRe than i do them...idk...i just need to get my haPPyness back because i sweaR, the sun was neveR as bRight as the days they weRe heRe...fa ReaL...
weLL i shouLd be studying...and they just got out of schooL...so yah. idek if we'Re gonna taLk today...i gotta do something to get my mind stRaight because i'm a fRickin wReck....ReaLLy dont wanna go to geRmany...heLP!!!
Friday, April 4, 2008
StReSsiN oUt !!
And i need to take the NAT (Nursing Aptitude test) before June 1 but the Nursing peopLe accept students by rank. and since my grades don't come in tiLL after the deadLine, my rank wiLL be the same and they wiLL not accept me! so if i choose not to take the NAT test i wiLL not be in schooL for another term!
or I couLd the CNA program Like everyone but my parents are teLLing me. that way i'm in schooL going for a working certificate so that i can get paid atLeast!
:: ahhhh!!! ::
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
They're gone =(
Well, their back in Cali and I'm bored. Oh well, as long as they landed safely, I'm good. I got to talk to them and say that its good they got home safely. The thing I didn't do is tell them how bored I was and wished they'd come back. I didn't say that because I heard their dad saying they have to go get their luggage before they lose them. Seemed like they packed for 3 months with all that baggage. Well I let them go and now I'm wishing that I had said that. Just so they know. I can be emoitional sometimes. My mom and my grandma went to the Philippines last March and I cried even tho they'll be back in about 2 weeks.
Atleast, my cousins and I exchanged emails and numbers so we can keep in touch.
Last Day
When we came home, I told my boyfriend to go home so that I can spend time with my cousins. He took it the wrong way. I was trying to tell him that if I was with him then I'd be with him rather than with my cousins who're leaving in 10 hours. So I wanted to make every second count spending time with them before they go. Then it turned to an argument so I was just like I'll talk to you later. *click* I spend time with my cousins just like I said I would. I *supervised* them packing, hung out in their room, and then we watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. They loved it! I thought Theodore was so cute. Then we went to "bed." Well the older one slept while me and the younger one just talked and talked and talked. I loved it! Just getting to know them better just makes my day. We talked for 2 hours before they had to get ready for their flight. I gotta tell ya, that was the worst part of their trip: saying goodbye. I don't know if they felt the same way but I wanted them to stay a little bit longer. I swear, these past days were never as sunny and as happy as they ever were when they're not here. I was so excited they were here, I got to spend time with them, it just sucks that time flies when your having fun. and boy did it fly! it seems just a second ago the doorbell rang and there they were. My cousins are the most coolest people I've ever met. Its just so awesome with them around.
Sunday, Disney Day!!!
We saw downtown Orlando and international drive, which was basically the gift-shop-go karts-water park-carnival rides-plus hotels district. You could see the Universals theme parks from there. We also could see Sea World along the way. Both parks meant that we were extremely close to the happiest place on Earth!
Finally there, we got the best parking spot: disabled parking! (my grandma came too LOL) I was joking that she should come more often! As usual and just because we're Filipino, we took a crap load of pictures! I didnt mind...I took some with my iPhone as well =) We took the ferry boat to the park...anticipation building up...oh yeah LOL we finally got there and yup, took more pictures and used the bathrooms. My cousins and I broke off and went on our own. They suggested the Fast Pass ticket, so we tried it out.
We went to the Haunted Mansion, Pirates of the Caribbean, Buzz Lightyear ride, Stitch's Great Escape, this blue ride, Thunder Mountain, Space Mountain, and Splash Mountain.
Pirates of the Caribbean was great! It was newly renovated so it had Jack Sparrow in this time. Plus there was a small drop, which I don't remember, but it was still fun. My cousin got scared and grabbed my arm! lol Thunder mountain was a huge let down. I had never been on it so we tried it out. We waited 50min for the worst ride ever! We also did cool rides like this Buzz Lightyear ride which was kinda like the MIB ride in Universal Studios. We also went on this slow ride which was alright. Space Mountain and Splash mountain were the best ever! cuz we did Fast Pass on them, so no wait. We also rode the Snow White and Peter Pan rides in FantasyLand to kill time in between Fast Pass return times.
I had so much fun with my cousins. The most fun I've had yet at Disney World! It was the greatest vacation ever. I bought a Pirate Princess Minney ears hat that even had its own earing and jewelry. My brother got one but mine was better. I also bought a coffee mug for my boyfriend. My cousins bought stuff for their friends and stuff for themselves.
For dinner we ate at Perkins. It was like a homestyle food restaurant. My baby cousin was crying so loud everyone was staring! And of couse, I had a blast with my cousins! They're just so fun to be around with. I knew I was gonna miss them a whole lot once they're gone. SO I tried to make the best out of ever second we spent together. Last time I saw them, I couldn't understand them nor could they understand be and I stole their gameboy. These days sorta made up for lost times and a whole lotta sorries.
We drove back with my two cousins in my car and we just slept. back home we were out! lol
6 days of Family Fun
Anyway, Thursday, the first day they were here, we went to go pick up my brother from school. I asked if they wanted to come and of course parents insisted they go so that we can talk. So we went. It was so quiet in the car. I didnt know what to ask because they had just come from the airport like an hour ago and maybe they were tired or something and wanted to rest. When we came back, they unpacked and hung out. My other family who lives near me came over too and the same time that day we went to the town center (aka mall). Awkward silences again. Came back and I played video games.
Friday, I made breakfast. They loved it! (well I hope) I made scrambled eggs with cheese; it was pretty good if I do say so myself. Forgot what we did that morning but in the afternoon we took family photos at this studio. No wait! It was today when we went to the town center (aka mall). I remember because I had drove twice to that place. We went to their favorite store, Juicy Couture, and I bought ice cream because for some reason it got really hot. Anyway, back to the family photos...I found this awesome parking spot but I didnt take it because I was afraid that if I backed out of it, I'd clip another car's bumper. I had already done that in school. I didn't wanna relive (or repay for that matter) again so I parked on the backside. We took some awesome shots! And they turned out even more awesome!! Afterwards, my boyfriend came to meet them then we treated them out to a movie. We watched "Horton Hears a Who." That movie was so funny!! I was cracking up yo!! LOL gotta go see it. Then came home to sleep.
Saturday...hmmm...what'd we do?? Oh yeah the beach! The most memorable moment was me falling on my bum many times with that skim board! My cousin tried it but she fell a couple times too. I'm really determined to learn how to skim board; I wanna go to the beach again! It was so much fun. I wanted to pick up our dog, Elmo, but it was out of the way. I think after we had a family dinner and watched the Kid's Choice Awards then just hung out and rested because tomoro we were going to Disney World yay!!!! =) I managed to score a conversation with my younger cousin on the drive back home. We talked about anything that came to mind.
Sunday...Disney World! (more on this later)
Monday...My boyfriend stopped by and we went to the town center to go to Juicy Couture. My mom spent money on them today. I went to buy a Hollister jacket because it was cold that day and I didn't have a jacket. =) then we just walked around. After, we stopped by my kuya's house and my cousin played his electric drum set and she was awesome by the way! go girl! lol I tried but I couldn't. Then we went to Dave & Busters for a night of "After Dark Power Hour." I didn't know that it was an hour long. I just thought that "Power Hour" was just a catchy name. It was alright, I mean I wouldn't come back to do it. Probably to just stick with one ticket game.
Then we got Arby's for dinner and watched Family Guy. then sleepy time.
*Monday Night...my older cousin, my other cousin and I had a little sleep over in my room that night. My older cousin was on my bed, the other on th floor. Well, before we slept, I was talking to my older cousin about anything that came to mind and I asked her if she moves while she sleeps, she was like yea I kinda do. and I jokingly said oh God! lol but I didn't think she'd move alot like she did. She was on the right side and I was on the left. So were laying straight as first then she starting moving. Slowly and slowly she was taking up my side of the bed. Finally she was diagonal on the bed and I was forced to move to the other side! lol I didn't have any blanket either...she had it all! so I was curled up in a little ball and just had my Hollister jacket to keep me warm. oh well. then she moved back to her side and I got up and moved again too. it was really weird but a funny experience. one of the most memorable moments of their time here.
Last day..(more on this later.)
Thursday, March 13, 2008
iPod Tutorials
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Another day....
Anyways, I just got back from watching "The Spiderwick Chronicles" in IMAX. I was cool! Maybe even cooler than harry potter. ::maybe:: In the movie, Freddie Highmore plays twins and I was like, "does he have a twin in real life??" so I checked my iPhone in the middle of the movie. Wikipedia says he has a brother, but not a twin brother. So, oh well. The movie was so flawless...it really looked like two Freddies.I kept thinking, who is that girl that plays his sister? Alexa Vega? no, its some girl named Sarah Bolger. They look a lot alike...well at least to me.
So IMAX is like this huge theater screen compared to AMC theaters. the screen is so big! they say its 6 stories tall, but it doesn't look like it. Anyway, its still pretty big. So far I saw Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix and the Spiderwick Chronicles at the IMAX theater. I think the theater is only good for like action movies like that. It just makes you go "wow" when you see the movie twice a big in its climax scene. awesome.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Watch "Jumper"
Okay. So I just got back from watching "Jumper" with my boyfriend and my little brother and that movie is so awesome! I am definately getting this movie on dvd (then convert it for my iphone). There's a lot of familiar faces in this movie; Max Theriot and Kristen Stewart (Catch that Kid), AnnaSophia Robb (Bridge to Terabithia), Rachel Bilson (The OC), Diane Lane (Under the Tuscan Sun), Samuel L. Jackson and Hayden Christensen (Star Wars III).
Synopsis: David (Christensen) discovers he has the power of teleportation and that anywhere is possible. What he doesn't know is that there are others like him, but there are also people who want to kill him.
more info at jumperthemovie.com
well I gotta get some sleep. I got chores tomoro. ::ugh!:: oh well. peace out!
Friday, February 15, 2008
Me, the Graphics designer.
the first one is an iphone custom wallpaper of Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens. yep. I'm a total High School Musical fan! the second, is my own wallpaper, featuring Vanessa Hudgens, representing my type of graphics; hidden beauty graphics to be exact. the third, is Brittany Snow. I decided to try something new. So I used color overlay and less brushes. The fourth, on the second row, is Ashley tisdale (with Blondie, her poodle, i think.) She is so pretty. I used to hate on her new nose, but she's back to looking like the Ashley we know and love. The fifth, is a very sexy pic of Heidi Montag, ex best friend of Lauren Conrad on MTV's "The Hills." I love that show almost as much as I hate Heidi for doing plastic surgery on her lips. I'm pretty sure you can think of one reason as to why she did that. Hint: Spencer. The final picture is of Victoria Justice. If you haven't noticed, the matching avatar is my profile pic. I love her on nickelodeon's "Zoey 101." She is so pretty.
enjoy veiwing them, but please don't bite. peace out!
about the little music player
if not, enjoy the little songs clips. however, some songs play full length still. so yeah
meet the famiLy and friends
I have a 10 year old brother. He's a little hyper sometimes. He used to play RuneScape, but now he likes World of Warcraft. Both are pretty boring to me. He plays Halo as well, but I'm better ;] He's a captain and I am a Commander grade 2. He also plays youth basketball, tho he hasn't been going to practice. I keep telling him, "if you hate it, why don't you quit?" He says he still likes it.
My dad is stationed is Iraq. He's coming back in March. I'm so excited! Hope he brought me gifts ;]
My mom isn't like normal moms. I can't explain it, but basically I hate her. So much, that I don't even wanna talk about her. Well for one thing, her perfume stinks so this morning her and my brother laid in my bed with me (i guess one of those "family" things she thinks she's doing) and right after they got up, I de-sheeted my bed so that I can wash it. I don't wanna sleep with her smell. gross.
My grandma mostly stays at my auntie's house. My auntie had a baby (not recently, he's turning 2) but everyone is at work, so my grandma takes care of him. No suprise here, "like mother like daughter." At church this past sunday, there was an evangelist talking about "leaving a legacy," well he was talking a bit about young couples and how there are some guys who beat their girls. As soon as he said, "leave them now," my grand looked over to me and said, "listen up." I was like WTF! Are you seriously implying that my boyfriend beats on me? He loves me! He would never do that. So I told her, "He's not like that." Then, she told me to be quiet and just listen. What a stupid b-atch. My mom and her, they're both the same. That's why I hate them.
I have 4 cousins on my mom's side whom I'm kinda close with. My cousins who live in California are coming the end of March. So I'm really excited about that. The only thing I'm nervous about is that when they came here about 10 years ago, I stole their gameboy. They were really disappointed in me. I was a kid. Don't I get some freebie "its ok's?" Well, they said don't worry about it. We still love you. and I'm like ok. I don't know what we're gonna do when they get here. Maybe go to DisneyWorld or something. I definately know that my boyfriend and I, well maybe just me if he doesn't wanna be walking around the mall with 3 girls...maybe I'll take them to the new mall. It has their favorite store, "Juicy Couture." Never heard of it. I'm more of a Hollister and Express kind of girl.
The other two cousins that live close to me, I'm kinda close. The girl kinda annoys me sometimes. All she wants to do is play with the googlemaps feature on my iPhone. I'm afraid to say no cuz she might drop it or leave nasty fingerprints (yeah I like my iPhone nice and shiny), but I say yes anyways. The guy is prett quiet, but we still hang.
I've got 3 other cousins on my dad's side, 1 out of 3 I still talk to. The other two, I kinda shunned out of my life because they and my boyfriend don't like each other too much and I hate them for saying things that has never happened to him; like getting another girl pregnant. He says he's never had sex with anyone else before me. I really hope that's true.
and that's about it for my family. I'd talk about my boyfriend's family, but I don't have the time! Not that I have to go, its just that on his mom's side, she has about 6 other siblings and they all had kids and some of those kids have kids. So its like a really full house! So full, that one house can have like 30 people, and that's just their immediate family. So I won't get into that. What I can say is that his parents love me; in a way that my mother will never show to my boyfriend, but that's ok. As soon as we're married, I'm gone.
A bit about me and my boyfriend:
We knew each other when we were kids. Not so much, tho. He always played video games (and stll does lol) and I played with the other kids. Tho I do remember that he and this other boy locked me in the bathroom and tried to make me do the "Bloody Mary" thing. I was smart enough to say, "guy's the light switch is in here and this only works at midnight." So they let me out.
A post Valentine's day treat:
The other boy in that story was my first kiss. Yeah, not my boyfriend. Kinda dims the romance, but that's ok. My boyfriend is the first and the last I slept with. I went out with 4 guys, before I landed him. 2 were black and the other were filipino. The first, thought I was "the one," but I was in 7th grade, so I like another guy while we were going out. He dumped me. The second, was in 9th grade (i think). He was on of the black guys. He was sweet. We cuddled afterschool, but now that I come to think of it, the way he looked at me seemed like he wanted "some." After a week, it was over. The third happened when we tried to work things out as more than friends. Unanymously, (or however you spell it. my spell check isn't working) we broke it off after two days. Not pathetic. We just realized we're better off as friends. The fourth, was a childhood friend who looked like a donkey. before we made it official, we practiced kissing on each other. gross times, I might add. I broke it off after about a month because he was checking out other girls at my current boyfriend's grandmother's 80th birthday party. That day, I broke it off with him, and my now boyfriend said hi to me for the first time, but when he did, I was still mad at the other guy that when he said, "Hi," I responded with an angry, "WHAT?!" He backed off so quickly that I forgot what happened next!
More on my wonderful boyfriend later. I have to do the laundry. Peace Out!
RaNdoM bLogNeSs
blogging starts later! I gotta get to work! cya
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hey yall! I'm back from a wonderful Valentine's day dinner. It was a very long and cold wait. Originally, I told one waitress our name and the number in our party and she told us it would be a 70-80 minute wait. We stuck it out because we got great parking! lol When, the waitress told me to go to another girl for the pager, I told her our name again. She couldn't find it but she found another name like ours. So I told her that the waitress did mispell our name, so she penciled us in another customers wait time. I didn't say anything. So our 70-80 minute wait turned into a 40 minute wait. No complaints there! : ]
anywhoo, a little bit about myself. I'm 20, a Junior in college, and waitlisted for two nursing programs. Yeah, I plan on being a Pediatric nurse. I have a nursing acceptance interview next thursday. I'm trying not to be nervous X] My boyfriend works customer service at State Farm. We got a solid thing going on. We've been together for 5 years, but we haven't "tied the knot" because we're waiting for me. We have a 7mo old beagle puppy named Elmo.
He was sleeping, but I woke him up. He doesn't look to happy does he? lol he looks small but in real life his big and getting bigger. We love him so much.
Another thing about me is that I was really lucky last October. Have you ever heard of Yahoo! Answers? Well, there was a promotion sweetpstakes. All I had to do was answer questions; up to 5 best answers in their Consumer Electronics category was my entry. I figured I'll try since I know a little bit about iPods. Turns out I WON!! And the prize? --> an 8GB Apple iPhone with a check for $1700 for the 2 year service plan. No kidding. [ here's my youtube video to prove it: http://youtube.com/watch?v=ezic92rUzes ] I love this phone. I always carry it with me; just my wallet and my phone. The only downside is that Apple came out with an iPhone with bigger memory and probably new adjustments like it can finally view flash sites now. Oh well. I won it, I can't complain : ]
Well, I'm getting tired. I think I'm gonna go to bed. More blogging tomoro! Peace Out













